Discharging your spiritual power or energy buildup inside your body or mind and psyche needs some form of grounding. A term often seen is spiritual metaphysics.
This was a difficult topic for me. I was spiked spiritually by my friend. He was disciplined and became a realized master over 40 or more years. A True master of Love and Darkness. He told me Light is more difficult to master than Darkness, but Darkness has the harshest consequences for infractions of the law.
I have been contacted by thousands and people. All contacts were one on one. For a small period of time, I was getting calls all day and all night, so I set a fee of $60 an hour to deter people from calling me. This was my intent. After I say around $8,000 was paid to me, I used that money to create the free book and artwork and website. When I crashed a plane, I near died and used the remainder for rent and bills incurred from being in the hospital over several months.
I Told people to stop paying me after that crash. The two are not connected but to tell you I was not helping people for money.
The abilities, powers and skill handed to me were considerable and I was so surprised that I continued helping people to convince myself it was real. I became the village healer, and I did not want this, so I disappeared. In the process of helping so many people I had taken on all these peoples Karmas, and it built up inside me so strong I was toxic to be around. I was radioactive.
Simply, I was using powers that created a debt in the metaphysical that I was drawing from. I soon realized humans operate in the NEGATIVE with the metaphysical and want someone to take their debt off their hands. The ailments, infestations and mental/emotional anguish of all these people they were just looking to dump their shit on someone other than themselves and they were willing to pay for it. I realized that taking $$ money from people to help them further buried me into an ever spiral of what could be called KARMIC DEBT.
To be honest I don't totally understand Karma and Debt, but I sure experienced it. All this debt had to be discharged somehow.
My life is clean. I do nothing wrong. I live under a certain simple discipline. It is 4 basic things. 1. MONEY - I create no debt 2. TIME - I manage my time and not others 3. HEALTH - I exercise and diet 4. Mind - I do not wonder in dark paths. These four basics set me up to excel in every endeavor. But I was a totally failure in life and relationships. The toxicity of the Karmic Debt Build up drove people around me insane.
I had to go to Costa Rica, enter the jungle and not return until I discharged the Negative Dark Charge, I created from doing White Magic (a term to signify I was only doing good).
The experience in the Jungle was fantastical, almost mystical. I had to see the Radioactive Nature of the Darkness I accumulated. I had to resolve to never do those things again. I had to suffer, like being poked, yelled at and energized every time I would try to sleep. I would yell, FUCK YOU, I'm GOING TO KILL YOU stop fucking with me. It was a life of Padre Pio. Now you know why Padre Pio was tormented every night. It was his fault.
I have lost 80% of my memories from 2 planes crashes. A blessing. Most the time I am mindless and not thinking. When people talk to me or ask for help, I say, "I don't do that anymore" and most the time they tell me they will seek someone who can.
When you dump your shit onto a supposed healer, energy worker or exorcist your just trading demons. It happened to me and discharging it nearly killed me. A voice in my head for a year nonstop repeatedly told me to "Kill Yourself" a mantra.
The world of NEW AGE is nothing more than Magic and a Shit Show of ignorant one's trading Karma and Demons.
