CENTERED KNOWING

Discharging the energy buildup inside your body or mind and psyche needs some form of grounding.

This was a difficult topic for me.  I was spiked spiritually by my friend.  He was disciplined and became a realized master over 40 or more years.  A True master of Love and Darkness.  He told me Light is more difficult to master than Darkness, but Darkness has the harshest consequences for infractions of the law.

I have been contacted by thousands and people.  All contacts were one on one.  For a small period of time, I was getting calls all day and all night, so I set a fee of $60 an hour to deter people from calling me.  This was my intent.  After I say around $8,000 was paid to me, I used that money to create the free book and artwork and website.  When I crashed a plane, I near died and used the remainder for rent and bills incurred from being in the hospital over several months.

I Told people to stop paying me after that crash.  The two are not connected but to tell you I was not helping people for money.  

The abilities, powers and skill handed to me were considerable and I was so surprised that I continued helping people to convince myself it was real.  I became the village healer, and I did not want this, so I disappeared.  In the process of helping so many people I had taken on all these peoples Karmas, and it built up inside me so strong I was toxic to be around.  I was radioactive.

Simply, I was using powers that created a debt in the metaphysical that I was drawing from.  I soon realized humans operate in the NEGATIVE with the metaphysical and want someone to take their debt off their hands.  The ailments, infestations and mental/emotional anguish of all these people they were just looking to dump their shit on someone other than themselves and they were willing to pay for it.  I realized that taking $$ money from people to help them further buried me into an ever spiral of what could be called KARMIC DEBT. 

To be honest I don't totally understand Karma and Debt, but I sure experienced it.   All this debt had to be discharged somehow.

My life is clean.  I do nothing wrong.  I live under a certain simple discipline.  It is 4 basic things.  1. MONEY - I create no debt 2. TIME - I manage my time and not others 3. HEALTH - I exercise and diet 4. Mind - I do not wonder in dark paths.  These four basics set me up to excel in every endeavor.  But I was a totally failure in life and relationships.  The toxicity of the Karmic Debt Build up drove people around me insane.

I had to go to Costa Rica, enter the jungle and not return until I discharged the Negative Dark Charge, I created from doing White Magic (a term to signify I was only doing good).

The experience in the Jungle was fantastical, almost mystical.  I had to see the Radioactive Nature of the Darkness I accumulated.  I had to resolve to never do those things again.  I had to suffer, like being poked, yelled at and energized every time I would try to sleep.  I would yell, FUCK YOU, I'm GOING TO KILL YOU stop fucking with me.  It was a life of Padre Pio.  Now you know why Padre Pio was tormented every night.  It was his fault.

I have lost 80% of my memories from 2 planes crashes.  A blessing.  Most the time I am mindless and not thinking.  When people talk to me or ask for help, I say, "I don't do that anymore" and most the time they tell me they will seek someone who can.

When you dump your shit onto a supposed healer, energy worker or exorcist your just trading demons.  It happened to me and discharging it nearly killed me.  A voice in my head for a year nonstop repeatedly told me to "Kill Yourself" a mantra. 

The world of NEW AGE is nothing more than Magic and a Shit Show of ignorant one's trading Karma and Demons.