DESIRE - the spice of the human condition heart desire

It was explained that Desire is like Salt.  Salt is a seasoning, so Desire seasons the other emotions.  Too much Desire and things can go sour.

Is it not strange that Emotions are considered Nouns and Abstract Nouns making the Emotions and even the Mind THINGS?  That is giving to much importance to these illusory impressions that are either generated internally by thoughts or biology or externally. 

Emotions play the game, which is illusions.

Feelings come from the gut and are of a different source altogether.  If you can connect your heart to your soul then these gut feelings are interpreted by your brain or translated into ideas an concepts you can count on.

What can you do with Desire.

I drove Desire into my Heart.  Just Desire nothing else.  I looked at the emotion of Desire and determined it was a thing and i could use it so I just drove Desire right into my heart.  What I discovered is this;  I would work out and in the effort I attached desire to that effort and pushed it right into my heart.  I visualized it.

After 3 days of this I noticed Desire took on the shape of a Train Engine with a bunch of empty cars so I started putting things in those cars that I felt I needed.

The train took on a series of cars with different things in them.  Changing my physical condition, achieving an insight to what is beyond the heart.

I then fell ill with Cancer, then a plane accident that busted me up real good.  I was in bed nearly 12 months.  So much for desire, but what I soon discovered that I was so busy for what I desired that it would never be achieved and since it went through the Heart instead of the Mind my Desires began manifesting in a way I never dreamed.  I wanted to be free of Darkness and people who were living in ways that were toxic.  In that 12 months literally everyone I knew left.  Alone and living in a place where I was a stranger I began to rebuild my life in the way that is Soul directed instead of entrapped by the Human Condition that interlaced with others which is like swimming in a cesspool.

I began to realize I wanted out.  I was using my desire to change my life.  The family and associates in my life were dark intentioned people working against me the entire time and I never knew it.  So, I left and started discovering what this Human Condition is about.  It was my Desire to rid myself of the Human Condition because it is like a prison.  Limiting and unrelenting the Human Condition is meant to hold a person in this world where Darkness is supreme.  Just look at the TV, Internet of Dating Apps that are full of twisted thinkers, and more.  I find it all distasteful.  After dying in a plane accident, I realized this place is self-induced hell.  If much of my experience so far was negative, then how can I make it positive.  I found the Human Condition must be mastered in order to achieve that.  The way I came across this is very different than others. I am not saying anything new here. 

What I am saying is this, as I mastered aspects of myself, I could give it away.   That is a crazy concept.  I can give examples like a family member of the past now always lied and cheated on everything.  One day it was realized that life passed by, too old to marry and to young not to work it's like a living hell.  So, I moved out the lying aspect that was held in the brain and moved it permanently away.  It's not really me, it's the field I have stepped into mastering the Human Condition.  As aspects of yourself get mastered you have a dramatic effect on people around you.

So Desire is not what you think, it can do things if used in relation to the h

Heart and you cannot dream of its outcomes.  

The true journey in life is within.  Discovering the complexity and abilities of the Human Condition is a really different way to live.  I have go to far, I cannot go back and I would not want to go backwards. 

Society is demoralizing us.  Reducing our immune system and awareness down to a little spit of dirt and fear as the fertilizer.  Humans really treat each other badly in ways to distort and tear apart the fabric of consciousness that makes up the Human Condition.  This produces an imbalance in the Psyche or Psychology of the person like a war veteran having Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome.  

Some Desire to Defile another person.  This is easily done.  Do not let yourself be Defiled.   The Defiler is like slapping God in the face.  You mistreat another or abuse yourself for gain or pain, your condition and position in life fades quickly.